During the rainy season

I haven't been on xlog for a long time, and recently there have been quite a few things going on (mostly trivial). Accumulated quite a lot of fragmented thoughts. There are many things I want to do but haven't done, this state is so strange, can't get motivated~ Also, I bought a Xiaomi tablet before, but it was half idle shortly after using it. Clearly, I repeatedly thought about what tablet to buy before deciding to purchase. But now, when I think about it, "Why did I want to buy a tablet at that time?"